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Monday, March 26, 2007

sry guy.. i long time nv blog le.. jus gt cure abit.. after xu wei lun's death.. now still cant believe.. haiz.. but my shang kou haven 100% cure.. now a bigger dagger had jus poke into my heart.. heart bleed.. everything is change.. both of us was so weird.. last yr still gt tok.. now.. nt even a single word.. e thing he dn wanna me 2 noe.. i alrdy knew it long time ago.. but e onli thing i could do is.. pretend.. pretend tt i dunno.. but hu noes tt i hurt alot.. pq.. tt it no one else.. pp tot my xing qing is ok everyday.. but is nt.. onli 1 pp noe.. tt is pq.. my best bud.. no one else no le.. but no matter waD.. i will nt cry in front of her.. unless i cant control le.. but dis time.. i really hurts.. i found it.. i really found it.. i dunno whether is a regret or a gd thing 4 me.. after reading i was so sad.. so sian.. can get up 2 work.. when i saw him is much more worst.. we 2 gt nth 2 say.. nt even say a word 'hi'.. dunno wad 2 say 2 him.. jus walk pass one another n tts it.. pretend tt we dunno one another.. i dunno whether i shld do dis.. my no one noes how i feel.. onli pq.. haiz.. everything jus change t lyk tt.. waD coulg i do.. accept e facts? ya.. i accept it.. long time ago.. but e prob now is.. i cant let it down when i wan 2.. whenever i saw it.. saw e pass.. when me n him still neutral , still gd frenz, still gd partners.. i was so regret.. why things turn until lyk tt.. why cant time jus stop at tt time.. when dere is no feelings.. y dere is love.. n tt brings me hurts.. all e time.. all e time.. all e time..

will remain sad.. wanna start a new.. asap.. i dunno hw much time 4 me 2 stay calm.. i really scare tt.. 1 day i cant control my self.. n will start 2 tao bi..which i dn lyk.. n hate it.. pls god cant i c any fate.. things tt r bad kips falling towards me.. can u jus gif me a little fate.. my face is nt tt thick 4 dis kind of situation.. others still can..


bei ai shi xing fu....
ai ren shi tong ku...


Catching the falling leaves ...[Monday, March 26, 2007]
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