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Friday, January 16, 2009

为什么?? 为什么大家都走回自己的记忆..
可是我还是留在原地..
为什么一直放不下..
为什么一直忘不了..
校园里所留在脑里四年的回忆都是好的..
为什么我会这么痛苦..
为什么回想起会有哀伤的感觉..
我真的不明白自己现在要的什么..
ah dong 走了过后..
那种失去的意味越来越重..
就是在毕业后..
我真的失去好多东西..
太多了..
而且，那种距离感真的让我感到很不安..
就像昨天，回到学校..
虽然，有好多陌生的脸孔..
但，我有感到熟悉的感觉..
可是那种强烈的距离感真的让我很不安..
我是害怕还是什么?? 我不知道..
只知道..
自己也越来越成沉默..
感觉得出自己好像在结冰..
没有以前那么阳光..
也没像以前那么容易就能和陌生人打交道..
我不懂自己是在干什么..
是长大了? 还是变孤僻了?
我真得不懂..
我真得很怕失去..
那种感觉真得很不好受..
因为我真的感到非常空虚..
真得很还怕会失去..
最重要的天使..
最重要的老婆..
最重要的亲爱的..
最重要的sexy babes..
真得很空虚..
心里真得很空虚..



原来，我最大的害怕是..
失去、距离和离别..
我很讨厌这种感觉..


Catching the falling leaves ...[Friday, January 16, 2009]
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Turns a year older on every 18 January.
My real name is Chua Pei Qi Peggy.
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