Tuesday, December 11, 2007

from today onwards..
all post from this blog will be fake and a lie to you guys..
yiping will help me to create my personal blog..
that will be my true feeling and thinking..
that blog will be ONLY show to people who show me true care and true love..
people who really know me well..
people who understand me..
is not that i do not want to write out my true feelings here..
but sometime to the others..
they may not feel good after reading..

and all this lead to sacrifies..
and from today onwards i may not sacrify for all people who i know..
not all my families, friends, CCA, SCHOOL and all sorts of things that irritates me..
can say that i knew it long ago or just knew it today..
every sacrifies you do is equal to every harm and hurt you give it to YOURSELF!!!
this 15 years of being a human being is such a waste..
i wasted at the total of 5475days , 131400hours, 7884000min and 473040000sec..
is time for me to stop.. as i wasted too much time.. thath causes me..
to lost my childhood.. lost the time of being a child..
to lost my time to know that i'm a human not a robot..
as even robot needs a break too..
sacrifies had cause me too much..
i am sick and tire of all the craps given by you people(not refering to all)..

so from today onwards..
i will only sacrify for people who are worth for me to sacrify..
if you are really worth..
i may willing to use my life to sacrify for you..
if you are not worth for my sacrifies..
NOT EVEN MY SINGLE CELL WILL BE WILLING TO SACRIFY FOR YOU!!!!!

Catching the falling leaves ...[Tuesday, December 11, 2007]

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Friday, December 07, 2007

Hi guys.. just came back from YV camp..
the YV camp was really fun.. the programmes were very enriching..
gain different knowledge and skills from the camp.. =))
but i don't feel like saying the camp..
cause it was fun and happy..
just wish my blog could be my emo blog..
jus stay as emo as it could..
i have lots of feelings and thoughts wannna to say out..
but i just can't express out..
and staying deep in my heart was so hard and painful..
really.. really want to know how are you now..
my feelings was just exactly the same as the song which my blog was playing..
and at the mean time i also want to wish happiness to you..
however, you may not feel the hurts i feel..
days and months had pass..
the wound had not been cured..
i am so confuse..
so hurt.. especially when the cold wind blow..
the wind is just equal to a spear or a knife..
i got hurt everytime and every moment when the wind blow..
Ahhh!!! i am so confuse..
and mat i not how are you now??

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜褃回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话


你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念褃挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

MAY I KNOW HOW ARE YOU NOWADAYS???

Catching the falling leaves ...[Friday, December 07, 2007]

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Saturday, December 01, 2007

now playing song by S.H.E,《最近还好吗》in the show of 斗牛要不要 bull fight..
lyric!!!:
挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜褃回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念褃挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜褃回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念褃挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念褃挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

this is very nice song..
very meaningful..
read the lyric ya?
very nice and sad..
the lyric says:
a couple broke up..
the girl felt lonely and still love the guy..
she just wanted to know whether he was fine?
do he stil remember her?
was he busy?
was he tire?
was his broken heart being cured?
wanted tell him that..
if he did forget about her..
he must be fast to go for his happiness..
sad right.. omg..
must listen this song!!..
is sad sad sad!!!!
support S.H.E and 斗牛要不要 bull fight!!

don't forgot to support ayu too!!

link back to the lyric..
i also want to know how are you..
want to ask all the questions that is from the lyric..=((
你最近还好吗？

Catching the falling leaves ...[Saturday, December 01, 2007]

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