Sunday, October 26, 2008

emo..
emo day..
emo weeks..

like what mel had said..
ever since grad night..
i was always emoing..
no matter where and when..
i was not very use to my emo self..
but i just can't be as hyper as ever..

有很多的思念和顾虑..
不舍得放手，但我还是需要..
悲伤的心情， 还是会引藏..
不是我不想说， 而是我开不了口..
因为已经习惯了怎么压抑自己的心情..
除了抱怨，也没有那个习惯说出自己的心事..

今天，没说很多话..
因为，害怕自己无法控制自己的情绪..
因该， 学着放手吧..
但，离开学校的日子会是怎样?
我不知道.

我会很忙..
钱.
梦想.
老师.
家人.
很多很多.

i don't know what i want to say le..
emo.. keep emoing..
always study and emo..

i love this phrase from 彩虹:
看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
and
你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍





等'我'回来....

Catching the falling leaves ...[Sunday, October 26, 2008]

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Saturday, October 25, 2008

我们没办法完成她的梦想。。。

没做完的梦最痛吧.
对不起.
是我们不够争气.
没法达到你两年前所定下的目标.
一切都来不及了吧.
除了对不起， 我也不知道要说什么.
虽然你说不是我们，但我还是会惭愧.
你要保重.

Catching the falling leaves ...[Saturday, October 25, 2008]

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Friday, October 24, 2008

hi guys..
had not post for months..
busying with O levels..
Just ended 1st week papers..
overall still ok..
chemistry- quite disappointed..
english- manageable, not sure whether i will do well..
amaths p1&p2- go fly kite..
geography- manageable, not sure whether i will do well..
emaths p1- manageable, not sure whether i will do well..
will pray hard for the rest of my papers..





Got some personal message wanted to tell Miss. Tan, but you dn really have to read it =)..

sorry that i had wasted so much of your time.. you spend so much time on me.. but during the amaths exam.. i still got blockage.. sitll stuck.. and indeed i really wish to give up half way through paper2.. but i still finish it in the end.. cos i know that you don't like people who give up easily.. however, i was still very disappointed with my performance.. even though you said that is ok - every moment you say 'is ok', the more guilty i will be.. i cant say anything, but apologize to you.. i really wish to do well but i just cant.. really sorry..

next, like what i always tell you.. you are the best teacher i ever have.. you care for every student, whom you had taught before.. always do more than what a teacher should do.. gave us aid during critical moment- O level examination. gave us a helping hand when we got abandon by that irresponsible teacher.. treat us very very well, even though we are not your students.. worrying and panicing when we having our papers.. actually, you can not to care about us, but you still stay on to give us a hand.. to me.. 你给我们的关怀和温暖，是不能从其他老师们的身上感受到的。i really got nothing better to repay you, cos i don't think i can produce a very good result to repay you.. also,我不懂该怎样回报你对我那无微不至的照顾。you were worried when i keep vomiting.. got frustrated when that irresponsible one did not go through certain topic with us.. worry that you had gone too fast, when we dn understand the solution.. always slow down your pace for me- cos my brain work slowly.. no matter how dumb i was.. you will always teach me patiently and slowly.. even spending your rest time on us.. also, a great person, who i shared my problems with.. moreover, fours years had passed so fast.. yet, in 2 years time you had done so much.. done so much for us.. i really don't know what to do, but to treat you as nice as i can.. thats why i will be quite sad when you are tire.. cos i m e cause of it.. cause you not to have enough sleep and etc.. i really just wish that you can take good care of yourself- don't always eat and drink those junk food.. remember to sleep early.. and, when everything of mine had settle down.. i will carry out the plan that i had told you.. i shall stop here first.. cos i run out of tissue liao.. take care!!! will really miss you after O level.. will go back to TSS more often to see you!!! =D..

Catching the falling leaves ...[Friday, October 24, 2008]

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