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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

yoz guys.. OMG.. felt so irritated and annoyed in school.. this few day.. by someone.. ah bud, ah wei and mel.. think jue ying bao bei also knew about it.. omg.. so damn irritating la.. don't know how to say.. argh!!! i really don't like people to k-po my stuff.. and my daily life.. if i wanna say.. i sure will say de ma.. ask ask ask.. argh!!!.. sick and tire.. ah bud also complaint about that person la.. WTH.. argh!! don't talk about it le la.. fed-up!!... when bukit chandu.. okok la.. oour bus was late for 30min.. all 3e2 girls.. kana mosquitos bites.. me myself kana 9 bites le lor.. WTH.. plus weather is hot and was so damn boring.. then Aw, jess and me.. haha.. the entertainment of the day.. we dance the tai ke wu(those taiwan people dance de).. so damn funny la.. haha..

personal feeling.. i can tell you which path i am going le.. ah bud know too.. i can confirm tell you all liao.. hahaha.. but will not say out now.. after common test or end- year then tell other close one.. hehehe...

Aoi sora o tomo ni yukou yo

Shiroi sunahama o mioroshi nagara

Muzukashii hanashi wa ira nai

Kimi ga waratte kure reba ii

Sou itte boku ni warai kaketa

Catching the falling leaves ...[Tuesday, July 31, 2007]

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

today got JEA thingy.. got training in the morning.. with boys..=.=!! ahwei did not go.. as the TT woman come..it was tire.. as i rush home then when back to school again.. talk to jue ying bao bei quite alot of things.. she also emo emo.. haiz..

personal feeling.. yesterday.. saw ya.. same as before.. firstly, it was so sweet and surprise.. it just last for less than 30min.. and you left again.. i don't know when i could see you again.. actually you are fading from my memories.. but why god just want you to appear at this time.. why god wanna to fool me n you.. oh or rather is me.. if is like that.. i rather hide away from you.. means(just say hello thats all..) and kept you all the way down my heart.. i think after you had fade.. between the path.. i know which path i should step on le..

Kimi no chinmoku ga nagaku tsuzuke ba tsuzuku hodo ni

Koe ni naranai sakebi ga kikoeru you de

Mune ga harisake sou
Doushite konna ni watashi wa hidoku muryoku de oroka de

Tsunaida hazu no te sae mo mamoru koto ga dekinai
Nee itsuka yurushite hoshii to wa iwanai

Sou kimi ga ima hitori no nara

Sore koso ga watashi e no aizu tashikana

Catching the falling leaves ...[Saturday, July 28, 2007]

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

today P.E..played ruby.. it was fun.. but something happen to the girls in between of the game.. don't say le.. just now bake cookie.. out of shape..=.=!!.. but still taste good.. after baking i was so tire.. tire until emo.. don't like it sia.. then water drip down.. haiz.. chat with xin min.. she make my day mann.. love her loads.. so brave sia.. haha..

personal feeling.. we do not come from a different world.. however.. we could get so close.. but the distance seems to be so far.. too far.. so far that i can't even catch your shadow.. means.. i will never catch you.. as no one could ever catch a shadow.. 我们的距离，已有大海那么宽了.. 我们的缘分已到了尽头?

Nokosareta tooi mukashi no

Kizuato ga uzukidashite mata

Furueteru kokoro kakushite

Hohoemi ni suri kaeta
Ikutsu ni natte mo aikawarazu na watashi wa

Ima demo okubyou de

Tsuyogaru koto bakari oboete yuku

Catching the falling leaves ...[Thursday, July 26, 2007]

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

choice.. before we do anything there will be a choice.. however.. it was difficult for us to make a choice on relationship, school and society.. we will get stuck when there's time for us to make a choice.. however.. when there's no choice for us.. we humans will start groaning and complaint.. why there are so many hurdles in life.. why god can't give us a smooth path.. having hurdles will make us grow.. but having too much.. it makes life tiring and difficult.. no matter how strong we are.. 1 day i will still fall.. my wall are weaken.. i need some polishing and painting.. i wish you will be the one to gave mme moral support..
personal feeling.. to what i had tell bao bei jue ying.. keeping things to myself may not be the right choice.. but i can't find a better choice.. yup.. thats life ba.. like what ah bud say.. life had lots of hurdles.. it just too bad.. i am getting sick and tire about the lively craps.. i need you boy.. but you just seems that you don't understand..
永远要记得, 那天彼此许下的承诺, 瞬间点亮的火花是我们的拥有.

Catching the falling leaves ...[Tuesday, July 24, 2007]

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Monday, July 23, 2007

sad.. sian.. got nothing to say.. so disappointed.. the girls seems quite please with today training.. ya.. that was good.. yup..

personal feeling.. life seems to be miserable nowadays.. life kinda sucks too.. i want a break mann.. i want to go oversea.. especially japan and korea.. their sceneries are very nice and romantic.. when will i get that chance.. a chance i could relax.. a chance i could take a big breath of the Autumn's air.. i am sick and tire of summer.. it seems joyful but it make people to get furstrated.. weather humid.. increase of dengue..ZZZ.. i don't mind staying in both winter and spring.. winter brought sadness.. as the cold wind is kinda hurt to the heart.. there's kinda painful.. spring.. it seems joyful.. but sadness was still along.. all the 4 season.. i just hate summer.. alot.. i love Autumn.. brings romance and sadness.. just what i want..

我就是拉不到你的手, 因为我活在西界, 只拥有半个白天, 一到午后夜色就蔓延, 虽然和你面对面却看不到我的脸, 感觉到你不安的视线, 暗自祈祷上天的垂怜, 在长夜的边缘, 给我一丝光线, 让你能多看我一眼.

Catching the falling leaves ...[Monday, July 23, 2007]

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

hi.. today did not go for dance.. the kids going interact section.. as i have tution in the afternoon.. so cannot attend the interact section.. do homework at home.. haven't start yet..=.=!! got flu..ZZZ.. yesterdat got the JEA thingy.. quite fun.. we manage to watch the fireworks.. quite nice.. miss those days we having NDP.. haha.. so fun.. hee.. k.. got to go.. ki-o tsukete ne...

personal feeling.. i think.. your image is going to be faded.. although.. there still have weird feelings.. maybe i used to it too long le..give me somemore time.. sooner or later i think i could forget you.. than i will left two pathway for me to choose.. yup.. wanna tell u this:

我可以痛了再痛你可以错了再错, 我转身让你换着活你存心用尽我宽容, 为什么连谎言你也刺破

Kimi no sono jiyuu ga mabushi sugiru

To yuu shoujo ni

Sonzai suru imi sura mitsuke rare naku temo

To kotaeta

Soko ga moshi kono yo no hate demo

Hito ga muda da to waratte mo

Tomo ni ikou akirameru yori mo

Kowai koto nado nai no dakara

Catching the falling leaves ...[Sunday, July 22, 2007]

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Friday, July 20, 2007

School was fine today.. only got three subject.. laugh.. the wushu is quite nice.. but s kinda bored too.. training was cancel.. coach twist his elbow..kexkex.. sian sia.. later going out with ah tan and other guys.. watch movie..ZZZ.. die hard 4.0 sia.. don't know nice ma... the China students are coming.. ZZZ.. nothing more to say le.. stop here.. take care guys..

personal feelings.. so weird of me.. i am quite high in school but whenever i goes home.. i became low.. i don't know what am i thinking of.. life seems so weird to me.. after you left.. eventhough no one notice.. but i can feel it.. i keep having illusion of you when i was outside shopping or doing stuff.. so long did not saw ya.. going crazy... ZZZ.. think so..

我总是一个人走, 心里却充满空洞, 用太多借口来弥补寂寞, 却无法找回自由.

爱曾经擦身而过, 喜欢在记忆里停留, 习惯搜寻你的, 只要你就足够, 原来我们一直曾在那, 最美的时候.

你熟悉的温柔从不曾离开我, 在我眼里看到什么全部都是你的笑容, 我终于明白你一定会是我幸福的执着.

这一次我不会放手, 你熟悉的温柔从没有离开我, 在我眼里看到什么全部都是你的笑容, 我终于知道你一定就是我幸福的执着, 这一次我不会放手.

感觉不曾变过, 时间不再转动就为了你和我, 你熟悉的温柔从不曾离开我,在你心底看到拥有, 你也一直在等着我, 再多的语言也很难去表达这一份承诺, 我不会放手我要勇敢的爱着你.

Catching the falling leaves ...[Friday, July 20, 2007]

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Monday, July 16, 2007

sian.. today morning damn sian.. yesterday hear the radio.. i found out that ayumi hamasaki broke up with her boyfriend tomoya nagase.. 7 years of relationship just ended like that.. so sad.. it is so surprising.. all of her fans thought they were engaged.. but now? the result was they were broke up.. wish they could patch back again.. haiz.. 7 years sia.. haiz.. HAMASAKI GAMBATEH NE!!!.. your new album coming out le.. GAMBATEH!!!.. all the best.. just now accompany ah bud go play ball with joshua and zombie.. haha.. kinda fun.. zomb and josh left first.. than we play with ah bud friend.. surprisingly we saw hua ping and his classmates.. we continue play lor.. play untill 530.. zzz..

personal feeling.. kinda sad by ayu situation.. haiz.. makes me think of the pass.. kanashii.. ayu GAMBATEH!!!.. will support you all the way.. =)

dou ka kono inori o

hane no nai tenshi ga

afurete'ru jidai de

kimi ni moshi tsubasa ga

nokosarete'nakute mo

boku ni mada tsubasa ga

hitotsu dake nokotte iru kara

isshoni...isshoni...

Catching the falling leaves ...[Monday, July 16, 2007]

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

bleah.. today got training.. so suang mann.. but.. girls you all must buck-up sia.. all of people wanna give up you all sia.. work hard can.. i don't wish to be disappointed again.. after training ah bud go watch movie with ah wei.. while i go out with mel.. meet mel.. we go eat first than go buy our stuff.. she bought a'school' shoes.. OMG.. found that.. her right foot was bigger than her left foot.. and the saleman said her feet had quite big different in size.. i found the guy was abit gay.. haha.. than we saw Deon and his friends.. however, today spend quite alot.. ZZZ.. when the 'TT woman' is coming.. i am going to broke!!! need money.. same to ah wei..=.=!! today was the last ep of 'condor hero'.. T.T... so sad.. eventhough it had a happy ending.. i wanna buy the VCD!!!.. the stupid ch U go cut until very cham.. make the show so dumb la.. ZZZ..

personal feeling.. VERY SAD!!!!! VERY VERY SAD!!!!!! watashiwa kanashii.. haiz.. just sad for no reason..

Hajimete atta hi wo Ima mo oboeteiru?

Tereta you ni kimi wa utsumuite

Me wo sorashite bakari datta ne

Sono shigusa wo totemo

Itoshiku omou you ni

Natta no wa itsu no goro datta kana

Nanda ka natsukashii ne

Catching the falling leaves ...[Saturday, July 14, 2007]

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Friday, July 13, 2007

Woo- Hoo.. today school was kinda fine.. only thing was.. Dr. Lau & Mdm Chan was kinda manopause sia.. mdm chan was kinda worst.. haha.. school was like having carnival today.. netball got friendly, soccer also got friendly.. Basketball also.. their game was okok.. me the timer.. got abit dangerous sia.. as i very blur.. haha.. sian la.. wear jersey today.. mainpoint: wanna to be tann.. but no progress sia.. sian.. ZZZ..

personal feeling.. saw ya today... after some incident.. got abit suan suan de feeling.. don't WTH am i thinking.. i had not forget the who.. now again.. what am i doing.. i need a brain wash.. always think those irrelevant stuff.. haiz..

asa yo douka watashi wo hayaku mukae ni kite

yowasa wo kakushikirenaku naru mae ni

anata ga inai dake de konna ni

yoru ga samishii nante fushigi ne

ato dono kurai onaji you na

tsumi wo okashite kurikaeshitara

watashi wa hito de nakunatte shimau no darou

dare no me ni mo utsuranaku naru no darou

Catching the falling leaves ...[Friday, July 13, 2007]

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

bleah.. today feel like fainting sia.. sleep too much.. brain had not wake up.. plus got flu.. and that had ruin my day.. as i keep sneezing.. =.=!! today maths lesson was quite diao.. when miss tan write the register nos.. whole class keep quite.. than she think our class is kinda odd.. but the fact is.. no one knows how to answer.. haha.. girls got match today.. lose.. never mind.. try harder next year.. wish that you all had learn a lesson from inter-school.. next.. mushroom.. why you don't believe in those things.. please is real ok.. students life is important.. you want to have a try?. is ok you try to stay overnight in school.. than one person walk around.. see you scare ma.. please.. this had happen.. dn treat that it is any illusion.. there is so many witness lor.. what you want mann.. school budget is not important lor.. students live ok.. please.. don't be so self-fish can.. if you don't believe why you still pray.. WTH you want mann.. you really want to wait things happen, than take action? tell you.. by that time everything is too late mann.. please... take action now..

personal feeling.. think of ways to forget you.. is time to give other a chance.. but i am still try.. yea.. take care mann.. you will still make me sad even you are not around.. still will miss you.. but i will keep you some where down my heart..

kimi no kudake chitta yume no hahen ga

boku no mune o sashite

wasurete wa ikenai itami toshite kizamareteku

hana no you ni hakanai no nara

kimi no moto de sakihokoru deshou

soshite egao mitodoketa ato

sotto hitori chitteyuku deshou

Catching the falling leaves ...[Wednesday, July 11, 2007]

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

was tired.. slept quite last night.. go watch campus with carmen.. quite nice.. wake up around 430am.. Oh mann is tired de.. going PMS le.. cause got frustrated easily.. kinda mood swing.. but not that bad.. haha.. school ok today.. girls got match.. lost.. but is ok.. jia you next time.. school is kinda eerie nowadays.. dirty things keep appearing.. OMG mann.. mushroom.. can you please hire some sai gong to chant ma.. really eerie la.. it happen 4 times liao sia.. it was like continuous de mann.. plus the got 2 or more i think.. than 1 of them gone into 3 people body mann.. OMG.. mushroom.. budget is not the main cause.. the saftey of the students are more important.. san si ar..

personal feeling.. bleah.. no time emo.. tire tire tire.. wanna sleep!!!.. so sleepy..=.=!!! happy thing!! ayu's glitter/fated is coming out!!!.. haha!!!

Daijoubu da tte iikikasete

Tokui no egao ni kirikaeru

Nageyari da tte iu n ja naku te

Hirakinaotta tte iu kankaku

Furueru te o kakushita no wa

Doujou ga samu sugiru kara

Chuutohanpa de misekake dake no

Nukumori nanka ja atatamara nai

Sore nara isso minai furi shite

Atokata mo naku kudakechiru made

Catching the falling leaves ...[Tuesday, July 10, 2007]

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Sunday, July 08, 2007

bleah.. just come back from tution.. mr teo was kinda good today.. he bought us chocolate.. haha.. wish my english would improve after going tution.. got to speak more english.. =.=... just finish the SCs' investiture proposal.. ZZZ.. i think my white hair had increase after doing that..ZZZ.. so sian mann.. haven do homework.. gonna rush.. the return of condor hero is going to end.. T.T.. so sad.. zzz.. k nothing much to say le.. gonna eat!!!

personal feeling.. something is amiss mann.. i am so down after reading your post.. why am i sad.. i not sure.. i should be happy right.. as i had waited for 1 and 1/2 months.. haiz.. just now watch ayu's dearest live.. omg.. is kinda sad.. T.T.. her song really touch.. and her more of her lyrics is really showing me what i feel now.. haiz..

Kimi no koe ga kikoeta you na ki ga shite

Boku wa futo tachidomatta n da

Iru wake ga nai koto wa wakatte iru noni

Soredemo sagashi tsuzuketa n da

Kimi ga ita ano kisetsu wa nani yori mo mabushikute

Me ni utsuru mono subete ga kagayaki ni michite ita

Bokutachi wa itsu no hi kara motome sugite shimatta no

Tada soba ni iru dake de sore dake de yokatta hazu na noni ne

Kimi ni nita yokogao o tooku michi no mukou

Mitsuketa you na kiga shita kedo

Boku wa mou tachidomaru koto o sezu ni

Mae o muite aruki tsuzuketa

Kimi to ita ano kisetsu wa nani yori mo mijikakute

Me ni utsuru mono subete ga itooshiku kanjite ita

Bokutachi wa nani o nokoshi nani o ushinatta no kana

Soshite sore wa ato dorehodo toki ga tateba uketomerareru no kana

Catching the falling leaves ...[Sunday, July 08, 2007]

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Saturday, July 07, 2007

just got training..=.=.. a lame one.. nothin much to talk about that.. Woo.. shawn just pass me ayu's secret album.. monday pay you the money.. thanks alot.. well.. ayu's museum 30th single collection is very difficult to find.. got a bit disappointed.. but never mind la.. thanks alot.. k nothing much to told about liao.. monday got to hand in proposal.. but i seems like still slacking.. got to get up to work!!=.=..

personal feeling.. hey you know I miss you so .. I didn't know you had to go.. We had enough of our distance baby before I had the chance to say.. I may staying with you for the rest of my life.. Don't keep telling me these words.. You don't know how much it hurts.. And I'll promise you eternity　if you promise me your stay But now it's too late..I may go on without you..I'm like a bird who's lost your wings..a fire without its flame..I don't know how to be strong..when my love has to move on...(edit from JJ's song..) now my feeling is like that.. haiz..

Ayu's dearest:

ai subeki mono no tame

ai o kureru mono no tame

dekiru koto

Ah deatta ano koro wa

subete ga bukiyou de

toomawari shita yo ne

kizu tsukeatta yo ne

Ah itsu ka eien no

nemuri ni tsuku hi made

dou ka sono egao ga

taema naku aru yo ni

Catching the falling leaves ...[Saturday, July 07, 2007]

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Friday, July 06, 2007

today stay back to plan for the upcoming event.. SC investiture.. bleah.. stay back until 5plus than go home.. most of the group members are not available.. so only got shu han.. my bao bei-jueying.. shawn.. and my 2nd bao bei- jessica stay back and help us.. we gonna re-think for everything.. as our mindmap is lost.. diao.. monday must ive proposal.. quite rush.. but think we can la.. yup.. k nothing much le..

personal feeling.. finally.. you finally post.. finally.. i have waited for 1month.. finally.. you got some movement le.. i think i should be happy.. but i am not.. i got down.. emo emo... haiz.. i really want to meet you mann.. i really miss that period.. when you are around.. things are different now.. my heart so empty..

kyou ga totemo kanashikute

asu moshi mo naite ite

mosonna hibi ga atta ne to

waraeru hi ga kuru darou

Catching the falling leaves ...[Friday, July 06, 2007]

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Thursday, July 05, 2007

sian ar.. tire!!.. do the stupid english thingy.. by the way.. toilet members.. our toilet is success.. haha.. thanks for all of your hard work.. thanks to other helpers also.. thank you so much.. haha.. nothing much to talk about..

personal feeling.. i can tolerate le.. i really miss you that much.. really.. what happen to me mann.. i can forget that person in a month i think.. but why can't i forget you.. this make me feel worst only mann.. Oh no!!.. god please help me.. reality is so curel mann.. Ayu you are right.. especially you came across this words.. L.O.V.E.. i agree with this sentence.. you will not cherish things, untill one day you really lost it.. like what i did.. i did not cherish for the past 5 months.. i am so regret.. 1month pass.. haiz.. you left for 1 month le.. next.. i miss my 'mum'.. not the real one.. =.=.. wish that she is doing well.. =)

dou ka kono inori o

hane no nai tenshi ga

afurete'ru jidai de

kimi ni moshi tsubasa ga

nokosarete'nakute mo

boku ni mada tsubasa ga

hitotsu dake nokotte iru kara

isshoni...isshoni...

Catching the falling leaves ...[Thursday, July 05, 2007]

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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

haha.. toilets done!!!.. thank you my dearest bao bei(jue ying), my twin brother(PJ), my dearest jeesica and the cleverest ever de wei si li(wesley).. haha.. ya.. but is really fake.. all last minute work.. but thank you Mr tan EW.. he say the toilet is nice.. he is so much better than so la ji n the onli and bull dog.. Opps.. haha.. today is so tire don't know why.. so sleepy in class.. bleah.. nothing much happen today.. so lets end..

personal feeling... sad sad sad.. basketball sad.. and your leaving make me sad.. emo emo.. haiz.. time is too short.. and yet there are so many meomries.. that i could saw it everywhere.. sadness.. everywhere.. T.T..

bokutachi wa toki ni

doushiyou mo nai

ayamachi wo okashi

sono uchi ni sukoshi

fukan ni naru

boukansha gotoku

maru de nani mo nakatta you na

kao wo shite arukidasu

dakedo kyou mo

oboeteiru

tatakai wa owaranai

kitto dare mo ga ai wo mamoru tame datta

Catching the falling leaves ...[Wednesday, July 04, 2007]

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Tuesday, July 03, 2007

WooHoo.. the guys win today.. 28-36.. not bad not bad.. jia you boys.. haha.. just now in schooll. do the toilet thing.. zzz.. sian de lor.. haha.. we pluck the tape den paste agai.. scholl is so fake sia.. people come take picture than put.. when no one come.. the toilet was untidy.. dotts mann.. today in school nothing special happen.. class got celebration.. Miss Tan KK.. you still own me $22.. i got to pay my friend.. harry potter is coming out.. can't wait to watch.. haha.. and guess what.. 'Emma Watson' is getting preetier.. haha.. all the best to her mann.. guess she wanna to be a singer i think.. not very sure.. flash back to their first harry potter movie.. omg.. they are so damn young and cute la.. haha.. they are becoming grown-ups le.. haha.. why harry did not go with hermioni(don't know how to spell).. disappointer mann.. haha..

personal feeling time.. hmm.. nowadays quite busy.. got toilet stuff and upcoming de investiture.. still kinda sad sometime.. that makes me can't concetrate on doing words.. illusions kept coming.. bleah.. sayonara guys.. takecare..

yoku kuchi ni shite iru

yoku yume ni mite iru

yoku futari katattari shite iru

"shiawase ni naritai" tte

mou nando me ni naru n darou

ittai nani ga hoshikute

ittai nani ga fuman de

ittai doko e mukau no to ka tte

kikarete mo kotae nante

mochiawasete'nai kedo ne

senaka osu shunkan ni

wasurenaide ite

kono natsu koso wa to

kawashita yakusoku o

Catching the falling leaves ...[Tuesday, July 03, 2007]

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Monday, July 02, 2007

haha.. just come back from the trip.. haha.. today was fun.. when to get present for my 'mum', phew.. that really coat me lots.. almost 100..haha.. the most expensive present i ever bought.. haha.. although the 'transfomer' show was abit sian.. is noisy.. and seeing robots fighting around.. some lame joke in it.. plus a black women point a her middle finger...hurxhurx.. but after the show was fun.. we rush to toilet and pee.. than slack outside the wallet shop.. not knowing what are we going to do.. haha.. than shawn disapper.. we also don't know where the hell he go.. than the stupid nath call him.. tell him i faint!.. i was what the hell.. than still say i go hospital and etc.. the shawn was stupid enough to believe them.. than the guys head to mos burger to have their dinner.. i do my english and physic homework there.. thanks mel and jess for helping.. haha.. after thery are done.. we when to take mrt home.. on the way they talk about the story of nath got stuck to the mrt door.. i as laughing hell.. all the way to clementi.. thats really funny.. laugh until my stomache and tears flowing out.. HAHAHAHA.. thats really funny.. if that day i were there.. sure laugh like siao.. hahaha.. today really fun.. miss our naughty class.. haha.. miss mr ng bk too.. he is a good teacher mann..haha.. tomorrow got toilet stuff.. his week is busy mann.. haha.. takecare guys.. cya.. haha..

Catching the falling leaves ...[Monday, July 02, 2007]

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WooHoo.. yesterday.. tution was quite fun.. the teacher is lame enough.. joke during lesson.. but we still get to do work.. he is much more better den dr. lau mann.. onl 2hours of lesson.. but that was great.. however, in dr. lau lesson her 1period can give a feeling of 1 hour, her 2hours seems to me is almost the whole day.. but nowadays she is quite good.. yeah.. haha.. still got homework undone.. maybe later or what.. going out with mel, jess maybe got kishon, nath and i van ba.. haha.. got watch movie.. not sure watching what.. maybe is 'Transformer' ba.. haha.. why there is not sad movie.. i wanna watch mann.. than can cry.. haha.. as i only cried when i watch' nada sou sou'. not fun sia.. drama also can.. bleah.. haha..

personal feeling.. cannot stop thinking of you.. especially your eyes.. 1 month mann.. i last time can forget a person in a short while.. why can't i forget you.. maybe you are such a nice person ba.. we had not see each other for so long mann.. i wounder what have you been doing mann.. miss ya lots.. alot mann.. T.T..

shinjiraresou na mono mitsukattara

kanarazu te o nobashite miyou

kurikaeshi kurikaeshi iikikaseru yo

"hanarete'te mo mune no oku de tomodachi da yo"

to ah bud..

zutto mataseta kedo yagate toki ga tatte itta nara

hoka no dare ni mo makenai saikou no naka ni natte itai

fukai kizuna ga dekiru to inotte

ahligatou gosaimas de!!!

Catching the falling leaves ...[Monday, July 02, 2007]

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Sunday, July 01, 2007

haha.. still got 1 hour and 30min.. haha.. i am going to have english tuition!!! so excited.. haha.. so long did nt have any tution le.. now is a new start.. haha.. must study hard mann.. get good result and go be a nurse.. haha.. but that is not really my dream.. nurse i my 3rd choice for my future.. but at the mean time i will try to use long school holidays to fulfill my first dream.. well 2nd dream is kinda hard for me.. if i aim for that.. i tink i must put in more effort to study liao..zzz.. which will make me siao.. to prevent going IMH.. think better not.. haha.. must pass english!!!.. nowadays find dr. lau is kind of kind mann.. she isn't so mean than the past.. wounder is her menopause period had gone or what.. haha.. but still a good thing.. wish she still can carry on at this situation.. i think i will get interest in english ba.. haha.. now the problem is physic.. Oh mann!!! i really cannot understand what mr. tan is talking mann.. haiz.. that one ar slowly try ba.. haha.. just now got dance.. valen is so naughty today.. too bad he still a baby.. so all 40 of us get scolded because of him..zzz.. but he still cute haha.. still got homework undaone.. maybe tomorrow than do.. haha..

personall feeling.. heart still pain.. after 1 month of healing.. it seems no pogress mann.. coming of two months le.. i try to get lots of things to do.. so i can forget you.. but no.. i can't.. but more stress on me only.. i want to stop thinking of you.. but simply i can't.. watch ' the return of the condor hero'.. i think.. sleep i think.. still got 1 time.. nothing.. don't say anymore.. that will only bbring me sadness.. i think.. me and you should look into the future ba or maybe me only ba.. only thing can be done is rely on fate ba.. whether we could see each other again.. haiz..

ittai nani wo kitai shiteru to iu no

nigirishimeteru denwa ga furueru tabi

ichiichi mune ga takanatte

demo sugu ni tameiki ni kaete

mou nando kurikaeshi

kuru wake nai itsuka nante kotoba

itsu made shinjiteru tsumori

nee wasurete shimaeba ii

sukoshi yumemite ita dake datte

kiseki nante okoru wake mo

nai koto kurai wakatteru noni

wakatteru noni

Catching the falling leaves ...[Sunday, July 01, 2007]

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Xiao Pang, 17 (:
Turns a year older on every 18 January.
My real name is Chua Pei Qi Peggy.
People prefer to call me Xiao Pang.
Add me @ peg_5566@hotmail.com

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