today.. go school.. est let us watch.. SPIDER LILIES.. omg.. is quite nice.. but i don't think that need to be rank at R21.. as there is no obseen parts.. everything are quite normal.. feeling quite high after watching.. but i got feeling or sadness.. when i recall the shows.. don't know why i felt sad.. and got emo again.. haiz.. i don't mind watching it again.. as i still don't get the theme of the show.. can say that.. i don't understand it at all.. yup.. haiz.. jus now go out wif mel, nath, kishon and that shawn.. we watch fantastic 4.. ya it is quite nice.. everything was quite fun.. actually is ok la.. yup.. den i go ah ma house..
personal feelings.. really.. nowadays getting emo again.. keep thinking of the past. i don't know mann.. the more i listen to ayu's music.. the more i miss u.. we had not been seeing each others for months.. ARGH!!!.. i don't know.. everything just happen too fast.. i wish that i could never say good-bye to you.. and always stay by your side.. but is too late.. you had left.. left to the far far away.. haiz...
Saigo ni kimi ga hohoende
Massugu ni sashidashita mono wa
Tada amarini kirei sugite
Koraekirezu namida afureta
i find difficulty in breathing..
ever seen you leave me..