Thursday, October 19, 2006
haiz... today get bek lit & eng... ytd get bek maths, sci, chi, dnt and history... ytd get bek de iishh much better...maths - 70/100sci - 60/100chi - 79/100dnt - 50/100history - 56/100..however.. today get bek de is... bad baD BAD ar.. wth... i fail my eng paper2.. paper1 and oral still dunno... e most freaking one lit.. i gt F9... U NOE!!!1... wth... F man... i m so restless now... felt hopeless... dunno why.. i yue lai yue no confidents 2 go into 3e2 le.. dunno why.. but i wish i can.. i dun wan 2 take combine sci.. hu can help me... i felt so helpless... i was afraid tt i would go into NA... I DUN WAN... i was dem freaking fan now.. i dunno how 2 face my dad.. hu put lots of xi wang on me.. i am so useless... i am a piece oh S.H.I.T.... life is so miserable 2 me 2 dey.. tmr den noe e final result.. I was FREAKING FAN now.. hu can help me... i felt helpless now.. wanna 2 cry out loud... i was scare, afraid, losing patient, freaking fan... jus wanna 2 kill myself... i wan 2 shout out loud.. my brain were so luan... lyk thousand of wires coiling around my head.. HAEDACHE.. damn it.. life SUX now... why m i so stupid.. so DAMN freaking stupi... i dun wan 2 go 2 classes tt i do not wish 2 go.. i gt my own goal 2 fight for.. i dun wan i DUN WAN 2 go those classes... i was afraid tt i will fail my eng.. im so luan and fan now... LIFE SUX... DAMN IT... OMFG... can u jus help me dis time.. make my life better ba.. i feel lyk dying u noe... MY A.S.S is dropping down frm e sky le la... i was miserable... Aaaaaaaa........... LIFZE SUX... is was a.s.s s.h.i.t... OMFG.. help me.. i m gong CRAZY now.. life sux.. it sux today.. ESPECIALLY TODAY... it sux 2 e core.. dying.. going 2 be crazy.. damn freak.. i was so damn freak.. OMFG... FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK... a.s.s s.h.i.t.... sry tt today i was so damn miserable.. so my post today would be v vulgar... i feel lyk dying cant c e point of living le.. gd bye everyone... cya nxt generation... tkc..
Catching the falling leaves ...[Thursday, October 19, 2006]
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