Sunday, September 09, 2007
hi guys..just now when to 2nd aunt's house for dinner.. after eating.. st down and watch tv.. actually i am in my own world at that period.. thinking that.. actually home is the best place for us.. we face problems in the society, we got hurt at the outside world.. home.. a place we seldom care when we are young.. but it was a most protective and warmest place throughout the world.. home.. i need not speak out my problems to my family.. i just need to lean on my bed.. i just need a small corner fr me to cried out my sorrow throughout the night.. that will be the greatest thing the home did for me.. just now my cousin ask me a question.. she asked.. Nursing.. do i really want to take nursing course.. this question come so suddenly.. i was stanted.. i pause for a few seconds.. i just could not answer her question.. if it was last time.. i would answer a 'yes'.. but now? i can't answer her question.. i don't wat held me back.. i just can't give her a answer.. i know what was my dream.. i know what was my real ambition.. i know that nursing was not the thing i really want to be.. my my dream was too expensive.. and this dream must be fast.. if i get older the chance will be lower.. this dream was really from young.. but i just don't know how and where to start from.. dream? how could i make it successful.. how.. can someone tell me how.. how and where should i start from.. i really want this dream or even my ambition too come true.. i want it badly mann.. i want it!!!!! T.T
personal feeling.. i miss you badly too..
几次真的想让自己醉让自己远离那许多恩怨是非
让隐藏已久的渴望随风飞噢忘了我是谁
女人若没人爱多可悲就算是有人听我的歌会流泪
我还是真的期待有人追何必在乎我是谁
Catching the falling leaves ...[Sunday, September 09, 2007]
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